Well, it's been over 6 months since I updated this thing, I guess when you don't want to face reality, you avoid it.
Well after almost 3 years, my and TJ's relationship has ended. It has come as quite a blow to me, but honestly, I wasn't surprised. We had been through a lot, but through that, there has been a LOT of negative things that have happened and it's just not acceptable. It was one hell of a ride, and I know I was a great girlfriend and fiance and have my all. NO DOUBT about it did I give my all. I wish him the best with his future and hope he really finds himself.
On to bigger and better things, I have found the secret to life! Yes, you heard that right! THE secret to life! http://www.thesecret.tv/ I have always believed in this, and am truly certain of it. I have tested it out myself, and things have changed a bit already!
I KNOW my Mr. RIGHT is seriously around the corner, I can feel him, I believe in him and I can't wait to meet him! I was prophesied on before TJ & I got together and was told in my crappy relationships it will happen 3 times and then no more & I will be with the "one." I thought oh wow, my heart has been hurt 3 times, the next guy is it! Well, TJ was the 3rd guy I had ever really loved. Well after this last stunt of Troys', my sister pointed out, this is the 3rd time TJ has done this, then she pointed out, my first love Jim told me he would have been with my best friend Jesse at the time if not for me, then my boyfriend before TJ left and went back to his kids mother, THEN TJ's ass cheated on me 3 times and with someone I was FRIENDS WITH, and walked out on me 3 different times, and was the THIRD guy to do so! So wham bam thank you ma'am, it looks like TJ was the 3rd guy, and now NO MORE! I know I have a great future, and it will be great if I make it great.
It has taken me quite some time to put my foot down in a relationship and demand what I know is right and what I deserve. I have to thank TJ for that. Before, I could never say what I really thought or get mad or disagree, I would just bottle it up inside, next thing I know, it was over. Well TJ helped me let go of that and tell what I felt, express it instead of keeping it inside, and for the that I really do thank him. He also has shown me that I didn't ever put myself on a pedestal. Well I am a princess, I am the daughter of our Lord and deserve to be treated like that. I deserve to have what I desire and am thrilled with the positive outlook on my life I have.
Well after almost 3 years, my and TJ's relationship has ended. It has come as quite a blow to me, but honestly, I wasn't surprised. We had been through a lot, but through that, there has been a LOT of negative things that have happened and it's just not acceptable. It was one hell of a ride, and I know I was a great girlfriend and fiance and have my all. NO DOUBT about it did I give my all. I wish him the best with his future and hope he really finds himself.
On to bigger and better things, I have found the secret to life! Yes, you heard that right! THE secret to life! http://www.thesecret.tv/ I have always believed in this, and am truly certain of it. I have tested it out myself, and things have changed a bit already!
I KNOW my Mr. RIGHT is seriously around the corner, I can feel him, I believe in him and I can't wait to meet him! I was prophesied on before TJ & I got together and was told in my crappy relationships it will happen 3 times and then no more & I will be with the "one." I thought oh wow, my heart has been hurt 3 times, the next guy is it! Well, TJ was the 3rd guy I had ever really loved. Well after this last stunt of Troys', my sister pointed out, this is the 3rd time TJ has done this, then she pointed out, my first love Jim told me he would have been with my best friend Jesse at the time if not for me, then my boyfriend before TJ left and went back to his kids mother, THEN TJ's ass cheated on me 3 times and with someone I was FRIENDS WITH, and walked out on me 3 different times, and was the THIRD guy to do so! So wham bam thank you ma'am, it looks like TJ was the 3rd guy, and now NO MORE! I know I have a great future, and it will be great if I make it great.
It has taken me quite some time to put my foot down in a relationship and demand what I know is right and what I deserve. I have to thank TJ for that. Before, I could never say what I really thought or get mad or disagree, I would just bottle it up inside, next thing I know, it was over. Well TJ helped me let go of that and tell what I felt, express it instead of keeping it inside, and for the that I really do thank him. He also has shown me that I didn't ever put myself on a pedestal. Well I am a princess, I am the daughter of our Lord and deserve to be treated like that. I deserve to have what I desire and am thrilled with the positive outlook on my life I have.
I KNOW I will have what I want, my man is just around the corner, I WILL have children, I have an amazing new car-it's just being stored at
the dealers lot until
I am ready to pick it up! =) YES, it IS my car!
Here is a pic of it, and me in it!
LOL I am coming into money, I am a beautiful and radiant young woman who will serve the Lord with a partner by her side that is only suited by the Lord!
I want to tell everyone about the secret and for them to get it, to truly get it, I think it will make a difference in EVERY ONE'S lives. Well Blessings & Love! Here is to a new, better, and more enjoyable God filled life!!!!
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