Haven't updated this for awhile....
Daddy is having neck/spine surgery THIS Saturday 11/21/2009. They will be removing the disc between his 4th and 5th vertebrae and fusing the vertebrae together. The doctors say he should be able to go home the NEXT day! So here's to wishing a safe surgery, steady hands, clear heads, and a healthy daddy!
Dad is definitely ready for this to happen. He is just so active, and this has literally knocked him on his rear. He can hardly walk, is in a neck brace and HAS to have a cane, it will be a blessing to get past all this and get him back to himself!
It's amazing to see where I have come since August, I guess it's true, when it's not right, it's not right. I just had to get past being alone and the change of what I was used to for nearly 3 years. To be honest, I COULDN'T be HAPPIER right now!
No part of me wants to EVER be with someone like that again, such lessons learned.
I had an interesting dream about Jon a couple of weeks ago and can not decide if I want to call him or not, no I take that back, I DO want to call him, but I don't know if I SHOULD call him. He asked me to wait while he was taking care of crap and getting his children's mother back on her feet and frankly, I got sick of waiting. I literally got off the phone one night with Jon, TJ came by, asked me out and I said yah, I was tired of waiting for Jon-nearly 4 months for goodness sakes!!!
So here I am, wondering WHAT to do. Do I go out of my comfort zone and have an amazing life with him, do I go out of my comfort zone and get hurt, or do I just let it be and do nothing? Interesting, interesting. I have decided I hate being a woman. It's just complicated.
Excited for Turkey Day, will be at Eileen's, so it should be a great time! I hope and pray for her dad right now and for peace of mind for her in all of this....
Well till then!
